Waking up with a nightmare is easier.... Living a nightmare is deadlier...
In struggling with the waves of daily life….we actually couldn't spend time either at ease or at disguise together.... for past one month...
It feels weird (mix of guilt and resentment) past few months people prayed for the lengthiest slice...never realized that he was born winner... when it comes to answer for prayers.... he was the only one to WIN as always.... Now a feeling of betrayal has stroked heart ... a promise unsaid is broken...
Promise : A father does to himself when he prays to have a daughter to be born....
A father does to God when he is expecting his prayers to be answered....
A father does to his daughter when he gets her in his hands for first time....
A promise of seeing her in Grand Glittering Red Bridal Dress...
A promise to her for always having his hand full of blessings on her head...
A Faith blind was hammered.... A Failure endless was treasured... A Broken I was gathered... Eyes tearless were seen... Strength helpless was witnessed... Horizon dead was reached... Journey back to breath was resumed... A nest with eggs was shattered....
Pankti....
